Everything we do within time defines who we are. And the only thing we can change is the person we've become.
Everything is like a cycle. Every minute goes into every hour which goes into every day, every week, month, and finally, every year. Within that year you try to do something different, not make the same mistakes but really it's just the same, with you ending the year looking back thinking I wish I'd done this or done that. But even a cycle has an end; nothing goes on forever.
I'm the type of person to hold onto everything so tight that I don't feel it break in my hands and slip through my fingers. Then I try to fix it.
But here's how I see it:
Leaves grow, flowers bloom. They blossom throughout summer, a short three month span in the 12 month year. Then they die, they fall, and the trees and ground remain bare for the winter, all to start all over again. But it's never the same as the year before.
You can't make things the same; no two things in life ever can be.
So be in this world for yourself because you are the only thing you will always have, can always trust, can always depend on. You will never leave yourself: you're born together, and you die together. Don't ever lose sight of who you are and what you want in life. One day, it will be all you have.
On a lighter note:
I bought some new books off Amazon:
and I can't wait for them to arrive :)
I've also kitted myself out for summer with some noice new sandaaals and dresses from River Island :D
I can't wait for summer and I can just let everything goooo.
Anyway, I bought some lovelyyyy organic nighttime sleep aiding teaa :) so I'm off to make some and potter off to bed :)
nanaaaight xo.
