christmas eveee :)

I apologise in advance for the possible spelling mistakes - I'm doing this blog by candlelight, which is actually rather romanticccc :) I am however, alone, which is not :\
and I would also like to say hi to Alex, who reads my blog/stalks me, so thanks for that (:

- SO it's 12:30am exactly on the 24th of December :)

But before I get onto that, I'd likeee to thank the now 17 year old Matthew Aaron Desmond for last nighttt; it was an awesome night, thank you loveeey :) It was immensely funny to see you break your own front door.. not so funny to find out how you got ripped apart by your rents :\ I did however, break my 'I'm not drinking anymore' policy.. nevertheless, that'll start in the new yeaaar :)
Secondly, I DON'T UNDERSTAND how the most, is how the person who is like, the complete opposite of who I'd like and who I'd go for is like someone who is totally on my mind -.- Mnehh. Maybe it's the alcohol that hasn't quite worn off yet :\ LOL.

I'm also so immensely excited, because it's about a week until the end of 2009. And I cannot express how long I have waiteeeed for this moment. I can't honestly wait to see the end of this awfully long and tiresome year. Although I have to say, a few lessons have been learnt along the way, and I honestly swear never to make the same foolish mistakes again. :)
I have also learnt that Sex and the City actually provides people with immensely liberating advice, regardless of what people think.
I have also decided to not tell that boy I like him as I previously said I would; some things are better left unsaid in my right mind. Better not ruin a perfectily legitimate friendship, I learnt that the hard way.

So what else.. well, it's christmas day tomorrow :D Tbh I do wish I was a little more excited.. because at this present moment in time I couldn't be further from it.
But nevertheless, I have decided to spend this christmas con mi padreeeee :) which outta be nice, I hope. BUT considering he doesn't have a house since he sold it last thursday, this meanssss spending it with a few, naaat so close family members, which tbh is a little FML. Oh well :)

Yes I know this is New York, but c'mon, we all know it looks better
than England, so let's just accept it. :)

~ Well anyway, this isn't going to be a long blog, I have to get up early tomorrow :)
I leave you with my new found love, and a very merry christmas eve :)

xxx
(L)